RhAsOdY Of SiLeNcE On A lOnElY vAlEnTiNe

Long time comin

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Thu, 24 Jul 2008 15:07:00 +0000

Its been a long time comin..

Army is difficult..
but i try to make the best of it...
weekends are for the bros...
but one has been acting weird lately...
I am missing my friends...
i am missing my free time..
i miss...
A lot or things...
But most of all...
i miss you...
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Whats happens when you fall in love with a picture?
Cuz its happening to me...
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Tired

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Thu, 15 May 2008 11:50:00 +0000

Its been a while...
Army is draining...
Both mentally and physically exhausted.
on the bright side i got letter from both NTU and NUS.
Architecture and Engineering.
NUS is the dream school...
hope i get in..
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psychedelic devilish desires.

alive and well

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Sat, 22 Mar 2008 15:37:00 +0000

The blogs alive and well people..
omg i start work on monday...
bukit timah...
rifle range camp...
far...
feels like i'm going back to school..
well i hope it turns out okay...

OMG

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Wed, 23 Jan 2008 07:15:00 +0000

OMG Nani Ellen BMZ
Y C Leong!!!
unbelievable...
thanks you guys...
will nv forget it...
awesome...
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Psychedelic Devilish Desires.

OmG Ns

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Mon, 21 Jan 2008 19:40:00 +0000

Damn.. its been ages since my last post..
okay.. in 2 days... i will become an NSF
i will go to the tekong resort...
Lo and Behold Everyone
SKQ IS GOING TO THE ARMY..
No he is not lying...
ARMY...
i cant believe my first post after so long is about ARMY
GDI
Well...
Examz over a hell long time ago...
dunno how i did...
i feel alright...
but...
ah f-it...
i cant believe it... time flies so fast...
gotta keep in touch with the people that matter...
haiz..
Intimidated...
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psychedelic devilish desires

A levels

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Tue, 06 Nov 2007 15:30:00 +0000

So Far
Physics paper 3--- Done
Gp paper 1 --- Done
Gp paper 2 --- Done
Maths paper 1 --- Done
Maths paper 2 --- Done
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remainging
Econs paper 1
Econs paper 2
Econs paper 3
Physics paper 1
Physics paper 2
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soon to be home free...
Btw thanks Shi ying...
always managed to brighten my day..

A's

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Mon, 24 Sep 2007 17:02:00 +0000

prelims over...
A-levels bound..
I got back econs paper 1..
Got A for that...
I got physics paper 1..
A too..
Physics paper 2
B...
Sucks... i dun think can reach my targets..
Arg... work harder...

MUG MUG MUG

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Sun, 09 Sep 2007 14:03:00 +0000

Mugging... whole hols...
proud of myself... but only results can tell
done with econs and maths..
But physics..
50-50
i dunno man...
studying with NANI is productive...
Salleh too la...
All together very productive..
very good
Hopefully it pans out...
Piss tired...
...
Back to physics

Fragile

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Thu, 30 Aug 2007 14:05:00 +0000

Ever Wonder how fragile life can be?
i still remember the first day of school
who was that Beng with blue hair
told kiat he had a rival.
He came on stage...
he was trying to hit on girls...
LMAO
we became friends quickly...
i soon found out he stayed 2 blocks away..
once in a while we'd hang
May you rest in peace...
Your place in heaven is there for you
amen

Suicidal

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Tue, 28 Aug 2007 14:41:00 +0000

i hate to say i told you say...
i knew it...
caught in the middle...
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Casi Perfecto..
life is blissful when things go your way..
Superman..
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Cuz its you and me and all other people
with nothing to do...
nothing to lose...
and its you and me and all other people
and i don't know why...
i can't keep my eyes off of you...
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maybe its me, maybe not

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Fri, 10 Aug 2007 15:12:00 +0000

A twang of loneliness...
No one around to listen..
No one what so ever to even say hello..
them same old story
happening all over again...
rejected
dejected
denied..

The Dead and the Dying

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Fri, 10 Aug 2007 03:59:00 +0000

Shit seems to follow me wherever i go...
i need some answers...
i have no idea what is wrong...
shit..
this sucks...
i hate it...

Confused..

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Sun, 05 Aug 2007 14:26:00 +0000

I dunno what to do...
feel like i am caught in the middle of chaos...
i am dying...
literally...
socially...
emotionally...
i dunno what to do..
whats going on?
emotion gets in the way of things
feelings are intangible barriers that bind man together..
however...
if i had accidentally caused a scar...
a stray blade to cut through the intangibles..
let me know...
cause i really wouldn't know...
especially if i think we were all joking...
let me know...
please..
for anyone i have offended...
sorry...
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society is again bound by feelings..
love hate envy denial..
they all exist in unison...
imagine a simple relationship chart where one person is friends with many..
a war between 2 of his close friends takes its toll on him
whether they realise it or not..
its sad...
that the world is full of politics
cant every one just get along?
just try to be friends?
damn...
things are getting interesting
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i have stupid lumps hear and there
i have blood coming from my neck..
i think i am dying
but what do i know?
i am just a kid
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Blood is thinker than water...
But to someone selfless
there is no difference...

Time Alone

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Tue, 24 Jul 2007 15:26:00 +0000

Sometimes people just need time alone..
i definitely know why and what it feels like..
good friends close friends...
sometimes even more...
and shit seems to happen when we get too close..
i hate it..
you hate it..
but just so you know...
i am here...
cuz hey..
without you... i would not be here...
and its time to return the favor..
Love Love babe...

Dying

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Sun, 22 Jul 2007 13:58:00 +0000

Sick like a dog..
honestly...
Stupid Chest infection...
I am so Gung Ho that i din go to a doc
so i am headed to school tomorrow...
with my stupid chest infection...
my neck hurts...
my head hurts...
my throat hurts...
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You
Me
An Endless Beach
A Cloudless Evening
A Starlit Sky
What do you say?

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Sun, 22 Jul 2007 13:58:00 +0000

P-Oed

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Wed, 04 Jul 2007 05:11:00 +0000

What's new?
Chalet Plans Burned

BBQ Plans up in smoke
But thats our class for you
And people thought we were joking
its normal
good job-bad job
What does it matter
No support from our class anyway
its always been the same
First day On
The Rest OFF
F-Off man
P-Oed
Damn it

Life..

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Sat, 30 Jun 2007 11:14:00 +0000

Ain't life just beautiful?
well hell no
it never is..
it never goes according to plan
Unexpected things happen
unforeseen circumstances
Maybe there are glimmers of hope
A single Ray of light
but the clouds take control after that
I hate this...
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Scissors, Paper, Stone?

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Thu, 28 Jun 2007 15:47:00 +0000

Interesting...
Dinner turned into a long walk round the neighborhood
and i nv really explored mine...
Met at Ktb Mrt
Walked Over to Nypizza
Ate...
we Decided to take a walk
towards Yishun Stadium
across the park
Back alley past flora and farm
nee soon camp, Sembawang rd
Mandai, upper thomson
Yishun Avenue 1
The Reservoir walk
back across the road
Ktb Mrt
Completed a figure 8
Bao Bao Cha...
Home
total time spent
3 hours plus
Distance covered
several Kilometers
Foot Sore now... haha
all unplanned...
spontaneous
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I miss A A P
havent talked in ages
maybe tomorrow?
i hope so...

One More day

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Wed, 27 Jun 2007 11:32:00 +0000

Okay... Exams are the SH*T
i mean not what i expected..
so screwed...
Well at least i got maths...
i hope...
d-_-||b
i'm confused
We are just friends
nothing more
Why does everybody think somethings up
ugh
irritating
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It's nothing...
Right?

Tired

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Mon, 25 Jun 2007 14:17:00 +0000

Tired..
Well I think i am screwed for my Exams
dunno how i am gonna do..
Damn Over Achiever
Hmm..
And My Class Guys are getting stupid
i hate it...
i need time off..
i need time alone
just after my hols too..

Time & Time Again

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Thu, 21 Jun 2007 13:59:00 +0000

Class Chalet Was Not All Bad
Its was better than Expected.
there were 5 guitars there including mine
it was fun when the whole gang was there..
then when people started to leave
leaving a few people..
few Couples.
and that feeling just sucks
feeling alone again.
i did not know what to do..
i definitely did not know what to say
I think i may have been a little stupid.
I'm sorry G
i don't know what i was doing.
Maybe i need to stop thinking so much..
i hate what i am..
i hate what i'm becoming.
i got to change..
now..

Thinking

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Wed, 20 Jun 2007 08:55:00 +0000

You know...
i think about stuff when i am alone.
and i am alone very often..
so i think a lot..
Money and friendship should never cross paths..
cuz when they do the relationship becomes strained.
this is speaking from Experience.
Bros for one thing..
but.. you also gotta give me some self assurance
Thats the point in time when things start to devolve
and spiral into an endless loop of misplaced trust and Betrayal.
i never brought this matter up...
cuz i usually am not strapped for cash...
but it got me thinking... what if i did?
will i get it back?
though these are things that i do not want to think about...
it creeps into my head and very often... ah well...
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I miss my friends
its been so long.
well today i get to see them
class chalet.
wonder how many will turn up..
wonder what the atmosphere will be like..
cuz from past experiences..
it has definitely not been pleasant
not one bit at all...
Maybe things will be different..
maybe people change..
Whats that old saying again?
A leopard Never Changes its Spots

Finally

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Mon, 18 Jun 2007 19:00:00 +0000

Finally i finished my blog.
self made skin...
i love photoshop....
Musics Up too...
yay...
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Okay i really really honestly need to get studying
i did like crap for mock paper...
so screwed...
i think for mid year i am gonna do badly..
not good... my reps on the line...
especially since i have been such an over achiever...
yeah.. i gotta get studying hard... very hard...
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I miss you...
when will i see you again

Interesting

noreply@blogger.com (Skq™) — Sat, 16 Jun 2007 13:57:00 +0000

I think i resemble house from Medical Drama Series House
I hate to be wrong..
will want to prove myself right sometimes even hurting people around me in the process
but inevitably i still care for them..
though i seem more likely to show it than house.
i damned well think i am god..
and its bitten me in the rear one too many times
but that doesn't change me...
it fuels me..
I Hate to be wrong.
I definitely hate it...
cant take it...
die hard over achiever many would say
but what do i care?
there ain't no way any Tom Dick or Harry's gonna beat me..
no way... no how..
even if i dun study i got minimum requirements for myself
I think i am an over achiever who puts in below nominal efforts..
but what can i say??
even when i dun, i seem to be doing honestly better than most..
well this is MI. competition isn't really anyones forte..
I gotta mention.. when Jeff and David entered the scene..
That gave me some form of challenge...
well its unfortunate that the rest of my classmates... well...
i honestly think...
they gotta be more like me..
perfectionist when it comes to grades..
happy with a BBB?
hell no...
Nothing Lower Than AAA
and you guys should really stop thinking of me as an overachiever..
at least i know where i wanna go..
do any of you?
and what efforts have you guys been putting in...
and i honestly say... there is talent amongst us
they just gotta focus a hell lot more...
Ah well...
We'll see as time goes along...